Tuesday, 09 March 2010 12:01

A time for clearing out…

March 2010 Newsletter

Have you noticed that the ascension waves are increasing in intensity? Many months ago now I wrote about this and indeed it is the case, that we are being pushed more and more as the months lead us towards December 2012.

The 2012 discussion is becoming very popular it seems with Hollywood, the media and even documentaries (or should I say “programmes”) on the Discovery Science channels joining in with their little bits of information. Unfortunately whenever I am unlucky enough to come into contact with this type of information what strikes me immediately is how fear based and negative its vibration is. Whilst I would say that I definitely do not go into fear over it, I am very aware that if I did not have the knowledge that I have around the 2012 timeline, fear would be a possibility for me and therefore I feel that the majority of the people watching and listening to these types of “programmes” are experiencing that fear or some level of it anyway.

I do feel that much of the information given is “a programme” – we are being programmed to go into fear – fear of survival, pain, loss, suffering – it’s a pretty dismal picture that is being painted, don’t you think? If you constantly think of these things, you could probably draw them into your reality if you choose however I choose to see things very differently and continue to focus on creating a beautiful outcome for our planet and our people. We are at a time of great opportunity – a time to absolutely create our own reality and I am actively focusing on a positive and enlightened outcome through this process of change. Wouldn’t it be fantastic if Hollywood and the media were similarly focused – imagine the number of people we could reach… the difference we could make…

In discussion with people recently, I’ve noticed that there seems to be a sort of “well if its all going to end in 2012, lets all do whatever the heck we want to now because it doesn’t matter anyway” type of attitude… people are still not really willing to take responsibility for their actions or face up to what they’ve done and be honest – even with themselves. Cleaning up the mess we’ve made is not really an exciting job but I do feel that we are being supported at this time to clean up the mess, be in truth and clear our karma. Sometimes there is a price to pay for “coming clean” (but then again there’s also a price to pay for living in fear and denial) and at least one can live in truth and face themselves after everything has been addressed.

2012, for me, represents the truth vibration- a very clear and pure vibration – we all want peace and harmony in our lives, but how can we obtain that when we are holding the vibrations within us of anger, hostility, resentment or hate? These waves of ascension that wash over us and through us have a habit of bringing up all the old feelings that we thought we had dealt with, only right now they seem to be dredging from even deeper within us. As Gregg Braden said in a recent interview “it’s almost like all the fluffy easy lessons are gone, and whatever we are going through right now it’s the big stuff, the core issues, that although they may have been healed in the past, they’re asking for a greater healing and by virtue of that, they are preparing us, training us, if you will, so that we may better accommodate the changes in the world around us, although we may not know that on a conscious level”. Make no mistake – this is deep intense work we are doing here now… We’ve known for some time that it’s going to get tough and boy is it just!!!

As Lightworkers and WayShowers, we will be required more and more as time goes by, to be able to weather this storm by maintaining our centre and holding strong to our truth. We KNOW what’s going on in this ascension/clearing process but the masses don’t and they’re having to do it anyway – it’s a scary place for many of them – no wonder so many are spiralling out of control right now. The more of our personal work that we can get done now though the easier it will be for us later – get used to going into your own personal process, through meditation, contemplation or journaling… learn some breathwork techniques or clearing exercises and really get used to using them now so that when a process comes up, you know immediately what to do about it. Get comfortable with sitting quietly just with yourself, get to KNOW yourself so that you can see your triggers and deal with them quickly and completely as soon as they make themselves known, rather than denying they exist.

Through my own personal processes I’ve noticed that the same emotions come up for me again and again, I’ve learnt to recognise them quicker now though. They seem to hurt more and feel deeper, each time they’re not as raw but somehow they are deeper within – they are absolutely in the core of my being. I am really pushing into the depths of myself to pull them up and to clear them – it feels like some of them rooted lifetimes ago. I’ve seen that emotions that once had control of me – that once sent me spiralling, I am now able to witness from outside of myself… I can see how destructive and paralysing they could be to the lower self and can observe them from the higher self. When I am able to be in higher self there is no emotional attachment and when I drop in to lower self I feel huge waves of pain and grief as all of what I experienced comes up again to be healed. By holding my centre and being in higher consciousness the process becomes quite interesting to observe… though as it is necessary to experience it, again I drop right in it and have to feel it. Perhaps our self mastery is just that in fact – being able to pull out of it and not get swept away in the spiralling emotions of the lower self – not get swept away in the illusion… So I wanted to share that part of my process with you as a way for you to perhaps begin to understand how your process might look also – and certainly it’s taken me a while to get to this place of witnessing rather than spiralling.

I’m thinking that we’ll always have work to do – I don’t know if our processing ever really ends but I do know the benefits of getting each process done and dealt with rather than allowing it to sit uncomfortably inside through our own state of denial. When the ego comes up and smacks you in the face, do you want to be held its prisoner in fear, a victim of your own ego and self doubt? Or do you want to be the person that you really are – strong, powerful, confident, observer, Creator…

So I’ve been given the heads up to a period of three months of intensity in the lead up to the full moon lunar eclipse and summer solstice in June. Use this period as a time to do some groundwork and clearing – don’t hold on to stuff that is coming up for you as if you do you will eventually hit overload! Process now, so that you can take advantage of a fast flow of energy that will come in after June and, if you’re ready, could propel you forwards with the creation that you have been working on for some time…

Stay centred and in the Light…

Namaste and Blessing to you,

Karen

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